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Wednesday, April 17, 2013 • 12:27 AM • 0 Sweet hearts Look, when was the last time I update this blog? Okayy, IKR. I'm sorry but I really didn't have time. After being enlisted as cadet officer, life just changed. I actually plan to just abandon this blog just like that. But, today I've made this decision to come right here to write because I just wanted to talk. I don't care if anybody reads or not, I just wanna write and express it out. Ever since I was small, all I do when I'm not alright is WRITE. I write on empty papers, notebooks, anywhere I could. And then I will be okay after that. Since this blog is abandoned for sooooooo long, I actually didn't expect anyone to come right here to just visit anymore. So, I was thinking this is the right place for me.  Yes, indeed. I'm not okay. It's a chronic level of not okay. Why? I love this guy and at the same time I hate this guy. I thought I could bear it but I really just couldn't bear it anymore. He, has been my everything, although not very long, just since I entered UPNM, since I met him, he has been right there all the time, by my side. I don't know how, from annoyed, it turned into LOVE. Is LOVE the right word? I don't know, I sometimes think that maybe I'm just used to him being with me. But he's just so important to me now. I don't want to lose him. I couldn't afford to lose him. I can't imagine how would my life be without him. But it's just so unbearable. How could he do this to me? :'( :'( He didn't want to let me go, but he's hurting me again and again. What exactly did I do?! To deserve all these from him ! :'( nothing could describe how i feel right now. UNSTOPPABLE TEARS FALLING DOWN
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