Random Diary

Saturday, May 19, 2012 • 6:04 PM • 0 Sweet hearts

Well, well, well.
In a blink of eye, it's already 19th May 2012.
Which means, tomorrow is 20th May 2012. Phewww. So fast!
Ohkay, wondering what's so biggie about 20th May 2012?
Well, it's the day for us ( the BPK which stands for Bakal Pegawai Kadet ) to 'lapor diri'.
I'm already in KL currently, in my brother's house. Tomorrow morning, according to plan, my brother will be sending me to UPNM ( Universiti Pertahanan Nasional Malaysia ). We're going to leave at 6 P.M. so that we can reach earlier to meet my sister as she will have to go out at 8 A.M. sharp.
So..........
Actually I wanna blog about my current feelings.
Nervous? Yes! Scared? Yes! Worried? Yes! omfg. I don't know why am I feeling like this. I am supposed to be the calmest person ever. Okay, no. I hoped to be.
But now, it's totally ~~upside down & inside out~~.
( DONT MIND THE CINCAI LANGUAGE IM USING ).
Or to be precise, ~~contra~~. #LOL
OH Please just rewind back the time to the moment where I just stepped out from the exam hall on the last day of SPM 2011 examination. :(
Although I miss studying, I just don't want to end my freedom and teenage life that fast.
Going in UPNM means I will have to be a matured, grown up girl/lady as a university student. My tertiary school life is going to be totally different. I am no longer the 'ss-Queen' & 'emo-Queen' in the popular group in secondary school. Life WILL NOT be that easy anymore. Anytime in UPNM, I can get detention from ANY OF THE SENIORS.
*my sister actually said she will give me a 50x push ups first* :'( :'(
#whatakindandconsideratesister *puke*

OHKAY, reminder to self, I gotta be low profile in UPNM. I don't want any attention or whatever from anybody. The lesser people who know who is GLADYS LIM, the easier my life will be.
AND AND, I won't want & won't let anybody to take me for granted anymore.
Hurmm, eventhough I can't make sure myself to be like that, I still will try my best. I PROMISE.
So, Well, Uhm, University life. I still couldn't believe this, tomorrow, I will be entering UPNM as a Cadet Officer. #WOW is the best word to describe. Who will actually believes that the ~~girly and bitchy girl~~ will join the military? Me, myself couldn't believe. *pinch myself* Hmmmm, seems like it's true, I can feel the pain.

OHKAY, IM GONNA ACCEPT THE FACT. ACCEPT THE FATE AND PATHWAY WHICH GOD HAS ARRANGED FOR ME. Whatever happen in the future, I will try my best to go through. Thank GOD for blessing me for keeping a place in this UPNM for your daughter here.

#thankGodforeverything

CIAO.

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