be strong,
act tough.
ignore,
i tried.....
seriously, i tried.
but sometimes this heart is weak.
:'(

feeling guilty,
mommy gave birth to me and taken care of me so hard for 19 years.
i easily allow a worthless person to hurt me.
sorry mommy for being not able to take care myself properly.
sorry mommy for letting a guy hurt me this way,
for letting this guy treat me as if im nothing.
sorry mommy im not strong enough.
sorry mommy im this weak.
sorry mommy for letting him to take me for granted easily.
sorry mommy.
if only mommy knows.
:'( sorry mommy, your little daughter is so stupid.
sorry mommyyyyy :'( :'(