Thursday, March 15, 2012 • 3:31 AM • 0 Sweet hearts
Six days, OMG six days I tell you.
After dinner just now, I received a text from a friend,
informing me that Sin Chew Daily announced that SPM results will be released
on 21st March at respective schools.
Dad bought night paper so I asked my brother to search for the news but he said he couldn't find.
Then dad tried and straight found on the second page. DAMN.
Then I started to feel nervous, till now the feelings have not fade.
I've been repeating this word non stop.
Quite rude actually :( Sorry.
But just I couldn't resist! LOL
I told dad that I'm feeling super nervous already.
And guess what he said?
He said, "我觉得你能拿八个罢了".
Damn, :( feeling so hurt I tell you, I asked him not to curse me.
My sis got 10As okay?! 10As I tell you, I have to get at least same as her!
Okay, Im kiasu. I know. But just I couldn't resist.
You don't know how much pressure I'll get if I didn't get the same results.
I just won't know how to face people liao. :(
This is life lar, people will tell you,
"it's okay, I know you've tried your best"
But behind you, you can't imagine what they'll say.
And for me, I couldn't accept. Really couldn't.
See? That what you'll feel when you have a super hardworking and intelligent sis.
Even now, mom already started.
"You ownself don't want study hard, you see your sis? She worked so hard for her exam."
:( I know & I regretted. Really. :(
God, please help me?
P.S : I decided to study LAW instead of MEDICINE.
But still, I need final words from my parents. Hope everything goes well. :)
Labels: countdown, law, medicine, nervous, six days
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